Hello! i have been MIA for quite a long time and i have decided to post again because i don't know? it's like i wanna update on my life.
But anyway my finals exam are coming and TBH, i don't have much confidence in it. I was feeling so down and depressed because I have been distant with my close friends. They are from Samoa and for the beginning 2 years we have been seeing each other 24/7 cause we live at the same college. But now we are separated and i don't really hang out with them. So, being by myself, altho i have my Asian friends, we don't really hang out much either, maybe like once a week?
My mood got so bad after my brother and his gf left for their placement up south. They are gone for 5 weeks and it's during my exam period that's why i feel so hopeless and no motivation at all.
I talked to my mum about it, saying how my friend's parent came to NZ from Fiji island to motivate their daughter and my mum said that she will think about it. I was so happy and i told her, why not i go back to singapore instead of you coming over? she said that she will think about it too.
A few days ago, my mum called me and asked me to book a flight back home. I in a state of disbelief because normally i don't go back during winter break as the holiday is too short, it's only a month and i feel that it is a waste of money.
However, she told me it's okay. So i went ahead to book the tickets and OMG, the tickets are so expensive because it's last minute. I called her to confirm if she really wants me back and she said it's okay, just go back home. I was so touched and i felt so blessed.
So here i am, counting down the days. I'll return on 13th June and my flight back here will be on the 10th. so i will reach dunedin around 11th. funny thing is, my school term starts on 10th. haha so i will miss two days of lesson but its okay because normally the first lecture will be introductory.....
i didn't tell my friends that i'm going back because i wanna surprise them but i told 2-3 friends about it.
Thank you Lord for letting my mum to allow me to go back and adjust my mood.
XOXO
