Hello hello!

Writing this blog post 2 days before my final exam on the 12th june. Felt depressed and suicidal as I don't think I can pass this final paper..... This is what i get for studying so late. Old habits never die.... Never felt this way before but I know its bad so yea i will seek help after my exams so its not going to repeat again. It is a seasonal depression, I've studied about seasonal depression and tbh yea my depression is seasonal.... I am so worried that I might not pass my papers n thus not being able to graduate..... but looking at how things are going, seriously dont think I can pass... if i ever too stressed and suicide before my final exam or even before seeking help.. please dont blame me... please dont feel bad.... i've read alot about depression suicide and i seriously believe that it can take away my pain. altho it will bring pain to my relatives..... please please dont be too hurt. I am just too weak... i know i shouldnt sacrifice my life just for a few paper but tbh, i really cant handle stress that well....... sorry if i am such a disappointment.

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