So... it's been a while since I last updated... to sum up, what happened these past 4 years... 

My last blog post said that I am leaving... turns out... I did not... I got into med school... 2nd year was ok. 3rd year was when covid hit so everything turned online. 

4th year was in 2021... I have always been struggling with progress test and I had to repeat my 4th year in 2022... I am appealing for it because it was unfair for me as the last progress test became online and I always had a problem with progress test. I finally got the way to do the first 2 which my result improved but because went online, my panic attack came back again. Anyway, I will update the result of the appeal the next time I blog and god knows when will that be? 

I got a boyfriend in 2nd year. His name is Sean and he is a Singaporean. He is 2 years older than me and also in med. He is my first official boyfriend and as time goes by, I find myself loving him more each day. 

Started working this summer break as a contact tracer for waikato dhb. $39/HR for weekday and 58.5/hr for weekend. Bought lots of stuffs with the money earned. Got a switch, spent on BF, boxing day, travelling. To be fair, I did not work much a week. At most 3 days a week? So not a lot of money was earned after spending it.... Trying to save more now because the rent for North Shore will be expensive as it is an expensive suburb. Spend last year in waikato hosp.... 

Please Jesus and Mother Mary....Let the appeal be successful so I can carry on with my degree and my life.....